jiaWen.evANGELyn - growing up as a girl

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Didn't manage to get a good sleep last night.

woke up in the middle of the night at least 3 times.

either to the toilet, or to switch on the fan, or just kept wide awake lying on bed.

I don't know what's wrong.

I remember I woke up at 445am, wide awake.

and I didn't know what to do.. I felt so unsettled.

Prayed for mummy's op that was earlier today.

Prayed for the logistics of Bi's birthday.

still i didn't feel good. Had to sit up and focused praying.

Prayed for mum till i felt better before i could get back to sleep.

the last time I saw the time was about 6am.

Nobody was with mummy when she had to stay in the hospital.

Nobody was with mummy when she went for the op.

Nobody was there to support her pain.

I believe the pain in her heart isn't any lesser than the pain caused by the op.

God bring peace and grace to mum.

God bring love and joy to mum.

Nobody is looking after didi.

Nobody is accompanying him study.

Nobody to support him through his Exams and he has to worry for mum that's in the hospital.

I pray for forgiveness in the house..

I pray for mercy and grace.

God bring reconciliation to my family..

I pray with all my heart.

I cry to you for a happy family again..

ALL shall be saved in Jesus name.

I pray for peace and better sleep tonight.

jiaWen.evANGELyn blogged at 11:55 PM